Self Hate

[SilantWanderer]

I look into the shattered mirror
And see what no other can
Because behind the shimmering lies
Of my pretty visage
Lies a horrible truth
So ugly it would disgrace me.

Along my arms are so many cuts
My only refuges from my burrowing pain
That hides deep inside of me
Crawling
Squirming
Until I can't stand it anymore!

Therefore only one solution is available
Filled with a misleading coo
As the singing of a blade
Rings out across my skin
My face convulsing with pain;
My fingers twitching with relief

My eyes watch with watering glee
While my life force runs down my arms
Trickling off my fingers;
Into the open mouths of my oppressors
d**n them all!
Manipulating me into their devilish plans!

I toss the knife at the mirror
Filled with so much hate
So much disgrace
And as it shatters,
I cry out in pitiful rage
But then I grab a shard of the mirror

And start all over again.

[Lost Innocent]

.....I hate to be repetative but... *blink blink blink*

[SilantWanderer]

Tis okay.